Just a single note

bluewaves_aiz

04192013

I should work my ass off with the pile of tasks that I should finish by now.
But no.... this single note caught my attention, and now, I'm blown with emotions.

Maybe I'm over thinking again, but I don't know how can I ever erase, the feeling they made me feel.
When I was so down, they thumped me even more. Saying, "you're dead", "Don't call me **, I'm not your sister", etc. Goodness.... That's the love they know.
Oh, how can I ever forget the "wasteful" words they threw? The overrated stories they tell? And yes, that's because of "LOVE". I WANTEEDDD TOOO SCREEEEAAAAMMMMM!!!
I thought, this was all at the back of mind, in the abyss so I can never see any glimpse. But then, "it all came back to me".

No... I have beaten them all. And if not for the following persons, I may not have weathered the storm: to my Mom, though we have lots of disagreements and arguments, I really appreciated it when you were there to back me up and cry with me; to my ever dearest husband, who was stronger than I am; to my baby, Sky, that became my well of inspiration; and to my photobomber baby brother, who never judges, but always accepts... Thank you. This is my circle of trust.... They are the few who I consider my family. And just around them, I am happy...

So after this... I hope to erase those bad memories... and create happier memories with my circle of trust...