The sweetest revenge is success

bluewaves_aiz
10232012

To all my unsupportive, consistent detractors and back-stabbing friends... To my overtly imaginative malicious relatives who says they were concerned, but does the opposite act... To all those who criticized my family, I don't think I can let this go without telling you... Thank you.

I had never been good at confrontations, and clearing one's name, or even defending myself. I feel its too below my level, but then I again, people abuse it. I'm glad I stayed away from them, and maintained my composure at this things.

I don't account my success, or my happiness right now, to any of them, but I'd still wanna say thank you.

Maybe I need to translate this to tagalog, or even mention names para maintindihan niyo.

Salamat at nariyan kayo para pahinain ako, dahil kung kailan niyo ako pinahina, saka ako lumalakas. Ako'y nadaplisan niyo lang, kaya ngayon ako'y mas matapang. Subukan kong isa-isahin kayo

.MMVA: Buhay pa pala kayo? Matagal na kasi kayong patay sa puso ko... Ipagpatuloy niyo lang yan, baka sakaling diyan kayo sumaya.
.SJDP: The gossip queens. Oh, concerned pala kayo? Akala ko naghahanap lang kayo ng pwedeng pagkwentuhan sa telepono. I hope, I hope, na sana hindi mapatid ng inyong dila ang inyong pagasa. Oh well, never criticize my mom. Could you at least reflect on your actions? Please... Wag magmalinis. Hindi porke't nalagyan ng espasol ang mukha, malinis na. Tumingin sa pinanggalingan.
.FGFB: Maunfriend nga kayo sa facebook, maunfollow sa twitter, at masabitan nga sa likod ng "STAB ME BACK"
.wala na akong maisip.

Disclaimer: All of the characters here are fictional and exist only in black hole universe. The memory and imagination of the author is so vivid and factual that she hopes stone hits people when they read it.

Just a single note

bluewaves_aiz

04192013

I should work my ass off with the pile of tasks that I should finish by now.
But no.... this single note caught my attention, and now, I'm blown with emotions.

Maybe I'm over thinking again, but I don't know how can I ever erase, the feeling they made me feel.
When I was so down, they thumped me even more. Saying, "you're dead", "Don't call me **, I'm not your sister", etc. Goodness.... That's the love they know.
Oh, how can I ever forget the "wasteful" words they threw? The overrated stories they tell? And yes, that's because of "LOVE". I WANTEEDDD TOOO SCREEEEAAAAMMMMM!!!
I thought, this was all at the back of mind, in the abyss so I can never see any glimpse. But then, "it all came back to me".

No... I have beaten them all. And if not for the following persons, I may not have weathered the storm: to my Mom, though we have lots of disagreements and arguments, I really appreciated it when you were there to back me up and cry with me; to my ever dearest husband, who was stronger than I am; to my baby, Sky, that became my well of inspiration; and to my photobomber baby brother, who never judges, but always accepts... Thank you. This is my circle of trust.... They are the few who I consider my family. And just around them, I am happy...

So after this... I hope to erase those bad memories... and create happier memories with my circle of trust...