FairyTales Part 2

bluewaves_aiz
01182011

A follow-up for my blog-Fairytales

Let's call her Beauty, bold and vibrant, stubborn and hot-headed, achiever... Hiding in her strong personality is the weakness that wells up inside. That's why at that magical night, she let her emotions get over her rational mind. And after that magical night, she never confronted that weakness.

Prince Charming, well, what else can I say, he's really not a prince after all, he's like a shrek to Beauty... But Beauty love that shrekness in him... Beauty appreciates it even if Shrek/Prince Charming buys isaw for her, serve her, piss her, throw jokes at her. And Beauty specially appreciate his love... even after that magical dance, and she just turned to be a common Cinderella...

Well, I didn't ended my past blog with a happy ending. Cause honestly, even if Prince Charming and Beauty became a couple. It's like having loads of step mother, witches and evil queen keeps them apart.

Should I really narrate the story?Don't read the next paragraph, if you don't want to.

So you're interested... Okay

After they became an official couple, the kingdom rejoiced for a while... Afterwards, they're already spreading gross gossips around the kingdom... That one was a storm... Cause even if the closest friends of Beauty and Prince Charming went against them.

They didn't give into that problem. But Beauty has to fulfill her dreams and go to the other Kingdom... And months(mostly felt like decade) before they see each other. And that mortally kills her - missing Prince Charming.

Because of some situations, they have to hide their love... they have to persevere in waiting for that right time... But Evil Queen asked her Magical Mirror and discovered Beauty and Prince Charming relationship... and call all her huntsmen to tear them apart. They give in... thinking it would be the best, to just wait for the right time.

It's hard to struggle and fight for your love. Is it worth it?

I miss someone so badly, it hurts ;(

bluewaves_aiz
01122011

Its nearing the time of truth... And Im still wide awake... with my buggy eyes and my tormented heart driving my fingers to type...

I... was never really that kind of poetic as a person... Not verbose... Not expressive... Not dramatic... Not at all sweet... Im more like a cold-hearted man...

But that coldness melted with his voice, his simple notes of saying, "ngatz!", his mere presence, the way he looks into me, the way he keeps his silence just to preserve the moment, and send me sea of emotions my heart can't contain...

I never even imagined that I'll fall this hard, that driving him away from me would suck my life.

I might be with my closest friends, that can keep me some company for the day. But after that, at my dreaded time, when Im alone, when I'd like to shut my eyes and sleep, that's where the thoughts of him rush back to me... Its like a curse that's been tormenting me everyday... And I just dont really know what kind of medicine should I take to get me rid of that curse.

I thought Im used to this situation... That his there, Im here, We know where we stand in our lives, We're on the process of building our dreams, and we badly want to build it fast, and that at the desired time, we'll be okay.

I should not be this melodramatic, cause we're just rational with our actions, but tonight, emotions welling up on me... Maybe because its the 12th...What's worse? I just watched Going the Distance and Dear John, which I can relate to... long-distance...

If only this situation would lighten up a bit... Hopefully, tonight, I can ease my wary heart....