A Dream Come True...

bluewaves_aiz
08032011

I believe it's every girls dream to end up with their prince... Mine was just as simple as that.

Never did I dream it to be grand, I just want it solemn and intimate - just the two of us, and people special to us. I just want it simply elegant.

And it happened, last July 18, I got married to the man I dream of spending my life with everyday on solemn ceremonial rites attended by our close relatives.

We exchanged vows, exchanged rings, united our hearts.

I tried not to be too emotional and over excited on the occasion. Fortunate enough, I just enjoyed the event. It was fun.

This is actually my wedding vow, that I wasn't able to say that day, for fear I'll drown in tears, and ruin my makeup:

"I don't see myself, ending up with anyone else... except you. I realized it long ago, and I'll say it more now. I can't imagine future without you. I might live, but I don't have life at all - another zombie. Mere thoughts of staying away from you, causes me unbearable pain. So how can I stay away?
I know there will be more obstacles, pain, and issues we will be facing. But as long as we have each other, helping, loving and respecting one another, with Jehovah's grace, we can make it.
I won't promise you perfection, but I'll show you the best of what I can.
I'll try to love you at your best, and love you more at your worst.
I'll serve you with utmost love, and be a submissive wife, uttering respect.
This, might be of great challenge to me, but grace me with your trust and love.
And this I'll say everyday, "Loveyousomuch hubby"

And I wanna repeat this.... over and over again... with the same person.

It's all about Positivity...

bluewaves_aiz
03152012

Even when I'm still on the process of returning, I feel that Jehovah is with me... by giving me the most precious gift I can have with my life - and that's my baby.

I harbor no regrets, doubt, and pain for having him in my life. I put every negative thoughts at my back. Only fear keeps me on the ground. But I have trust in Jehovah to always guide me, to always help me, and to always strengthen me in every step I make.

I don't want to stuck at that gloomy part of my life. Because I didn't fail. Having Sky is not a failure at all - it's the greatest blessing I have. And I want to cherish it.

Every piece/strand of me, I give HIM praise. I want Jehovah God to shine HIS face on me. And that is by showing HIM that I Love HIM, by Trusting HIM, and by showing my wholeheartedly Obedience at HIS Will. I want to be a better child for HIM, and a better mother for sky.

I'm starting the 20 years project of raising a kid. I know I can't be perfect, but I promise to be the best mother there will be for my son. I have FAITH, TRUST, and HOPE that JEHOVAH God will be there to guide me.

*** Positivity and praise is running down on my every nerve. Unfortunately, my fingers are slow enough to tap every thoughts that pass my head. This blog is not enough. I want to show the world how happy and blessed I am with my life.